Monday, September 13, 2010
Two Days Off
as if i earned the right to rest after 81 transcripts, i'm having days-off today and tomorrow. fitting enough to clean my room and bathroom (renting an ensuite), and finish cleaning duties for the rest of the house. it feels good waking up without having to exhort to sit down and write down people's views in black and white. other than should-do things imposed by this circumstance of living in a share-house, i'll make do with just-doing whatever and doing-nothing fever. this is one irony in being a vitti. i beg for time to read journals and books on my research but once i find the time, i am so spent with work, i choose to while the time away. you who are reading my blogs would know that i struggle mainly with time. i stretch to the point of exhaustion that to do nothing means just doing anything away from work. i'm not sure whether i should feel guilty. i could worry but now, i just don't care.