Wednesday, December 29, 2010
i'm my batch's outsider. who would not be if you're odds with the batch president? today, i got two invites for lunch and dinner. my close friend in highschool, dinah, matter-of-factly urged me to go to lunch with her and the BP. had to beg off and explained in short sanitized terms that no, i might be an unwelcome presence with BP around. by dinner, bestfriend angeline dropped a line if i could follow her, jopen and five other batchmates to dinner. i had a legitimate excuse since i'm writing and gie knew it beforehand. the possibility of BP coming though became a real deterrent despite the writing commitment here. ahhhh, to be part of and yet isolated at the same time.