this blog has always been my refuge. when i couldn't funnel my frustrations, this post helped me cry, once more. this blog is my escape. with this post, it helped me dream, believe, even for a vision not complete. this blog is a witness of transitions as in this post, i welcome another belief, a final reality.
for now, i hang in the balance of how The Man responds, what he refuses not to do, what he will settle for. we may start all over again, and rewrite the premise. or we get to pause...and ignore the ending this way.
he is very strong, very real, and very frightful to acknowledge one's feelings for.