i am so tired. have not written a decent page since january. task 1 report is on hold. task 2 report still unread. the TOR for SVA not reviewed. and there is the mitigation plan breathing down my neck.
and when i'm tired, i relax like this. from one point to another every travel day, i look out the window and count the houses with porches, porches with no people on it. i stare out and take solace from scenery, getting familiar and familiar each day on travel.
now in this hotel room, i have been lounging since 5pm. i wanted to prepare the TOR, read through the 2011 social equity analysis, but my mind is too tired. so i watched this salsa movie or how a fat man bullied at work and by life, found his heart through dance. and i wonder when i can get back to my hobbies again, self-defense martial arts of the Filipinos. with so much to do, i lose track of time.
and so in between work time, i fly in and out of it. just done with the fgds and the dialogues. i will stare and do nothing again.