i have written about sadness before.
and now it's settling in again.
amidst deadlines i miss and cannot meet. amidst not writing the thesis. amidst not getting the trust of those who matter. it's that subtle feelings of loneliness. of being alone in that blue chair at home. from a vantage point of the whole space that is mine, and i am alone. with work that i cannot finish,
and so i just sit. and get sad.