in my dreams, you do not talk to me. you don't even look at me. but you are there. awkwardly aware of my presence but not looking. refusing to look.
it is a shame if life is not turning out for you. if you are not happy as you thought you would. if still you are not happy with the complete package, and the end result. it really all boils down to you. the problem is you.
may you have the courage to love what you have.